The shadow of guilt

I never know what to do if all the lights are gone; Coz there's no chance to change the things that's been done; All the thoughts of pulling myself up is fading; All the ways to escape started closing; The undying fear was trigger in my memory; Hold me through my confusion that turns to a key; I left my last sight looking on the mirror; To remember the difference will be less or more; When darkness cover my sight; When there's no space for a light; I close my eyes and call "Gods" name; Coz i know life isn't just a game; I pray for a chance to hold them once more; To reveal the word i have never spoken before; The word without pride and shame beneath it; That won't change my image even a bit; To be ready to face this darkness alone; With no shadow enfolding my own; Coz my mind suddenly set free; The guilt when i say sorry.... Composed by unnamedsoul