.....Flatline......

I'd rather choose the complicated way

Than walk on a perfect one

I'd rather want trouble to stay

Than spinning in circles and run

Rising and falling

One foot on the other side

Dying and praying

Speaking truth in every lie

I'd rather lose my rhythm and rhyme

Than living in a flatline

I wanna suffer and bleed

To heal and stitch myself up

Ignorant to all the demon seed

Is to be innocent in filling the gap

From scar to protection

I won't fall on same bad decision

Rising and falling

One foot on the other side

Dying and praying

Speaking truth in every lie

I'd rather lose my rhythm and rhyme

Than living in a flatline

My Abyss

Empty room with crowded screams

No sounds but deafening dreams

Underwater with dried floors

No walls but closed doors

Darkness..blinding color

Line that fills more

I dig deep inside my abyss

Lost tears but found seas

Broken riddle and faded letters

Eyes with incomplete answers

Count my endless sorrow...

Feel and you'll know...

"Frozen Fire"

Caught between my fears

Shattered me through different ways

Unable to see yet panic to hear

The sound with a trembling face

Million blades forced me to scream

Those aged secrets of pain drifted in blood

Then engrave the soul to redeem

Visible breath covered with mud

Carved beneath my flesh and spell devotion

But still i can't feel anything

Cried in my never-ending confession

Lost a part of me beneath everything

Limited light passing through my eyes

And still darkness is trapped in a borderline

Open the door and found where the beat lies

The anger and smile continuously intertwine

Burned wings inside my own fire

Felt cold in my frozen tears

Death in my own tire

Fire is meant to ash but it froze with a cristal clear...

'Afraid of my own eyes'

Mirror tells me what things i wanna see

Revealing the dirt stained on me

I lied once and then again

Can't help myself to defend

I see and hide other's mistake

Burried in me but wide awake

I don't know myself anymore

That build this reflection in the mirror

Eyes that are threatening me

Was mine alone to see

This menace is an invisible sight

But in me it was painted in Graffiti's light

"Shaded Mirror"

Darkness breathes in me

Losing all my will to see

Why am i standing here?

Question that is never been clear

Just holding me still

Confusions for real

I know i'm not dreaming

Seeing my eyes wide open

I know i'm still screaming

Lying numb again

strayed in never existing place

Facing my own face...

Silent Grave

There's nothing to gasp in this dead air

And it's impossible for me to recover

I've been burried and reburried again

Trapped and locked up in vain

Though my blood had all dried up

Still listening to the whispers of a single gap

No one is listening

Nobody can hear me mumbling

Coz i can't hear my own

Screaming inside my bone

But i know that i'm not dead

I'm just lost in the Silent Grave inside my head...