"Mark the hole"

I was confident of the right light; But the dark cloud climbed down and blocked my sight; I can’t see anything so I blame me; I end my trust and don’t believe in me; I got scared of another step in another mistake; Coz I’m still blaming myself and forsake; Criticism got worst inside my head; Where in the fall I thought I was already dead; So I open my eyes and carry my body; The fall gives me strength to come back to me; I plan to step again and stand tall; After I marked the hole where I fall; Composed by unnamedsoul

"Sailing in tears"

Your body may floats on the surface; An unconscious mind in different ways; You were drowning between your breath; Where you almost touch the face of death; But soon you will learn how to swim; And follow the flow how to win; Fight the weakness down below; By moving your feet slow; Coz in the dept of your fall; You will learn how to crawl; Continue sailing on the line of rise and fall; Where you can find yourself in your soul; composed by unnamedsoul

"Fooled"

I can't fool myself that im like this; I'm too weak of facing these tears; Whenever my reflection touches my eyes; All i wanna hear is just the lies; But i can't blocked this image for so long; Hiding the truth is just so wrong; Someday my mind will walk on the right path; Figure out what's there and what's not; I overprotected myself too much; But i end up paralized just to watch; I'm forced to look at the mirror; That i'm not gonna be fooled anymore; composed by unnamedsoul

"Paranoid"

I've been paranoid of embracing my naked self; Where all the rhythm is only for the deaf; Haunting every movements of my shadow; Counting the fears on the same window; Slipped on the edge of my nightmare; Trying to hide the denying despair; Closing the well upon my eyes; And the lie that i'm wishing to die; That washed away the thoughts and feelings; But it wave back to me crawling; I tried to get a grip but the thread was a line; That can be easily break when i erase what isn't mine; composed by unnamedsoul

The shadow of guilt

I never know what to do if all the lights are gone; Coz there's no chance to change the things that's been done; All the thoughts of pulling myself up is fading; All the ways to escape started closing; The undying fear was trigger in my memory; Hold me through my confusion that turns to a key; I left my last sight looking on the mirror; To remember the difference will be less or more; When darkness cover my sight; When there's no space for a light; I close my eyes and call "Gods" name; Coz i know life isn't just a game; I pray for a chance to hold them once more; To reveal the word i have never spoken before; The word without pride and shame beneath it; That won't change my image even a bit; To be ready to face this darkness alone; With no shadow enfolding my own; Coz my mind suddenly set free; The guilt when i say sorry.... Composed by unnamedsoul