Deafening Whispers

"Monster in you"

Sometimes we are driven by our hate

And changes are already too late

Coz your half face is hiding in shadow

Where conscience is trapped down below

Losing your eyes to see the truth

Not knowing someone is coming through

Creature that collects your scattered rage

Then set free what you've locked in your cage

The undriven hands are voluntary moving

Searching for vengeance when enemies lying

You've lost your battle though you've won

The unsaid has already been done

The Aftertime will slap to wake beneath you

For you to figure out that the monster is in you....

'Afraid of my own eyes'

Mirror tells me what things i wanna see

Revealing the dirt stained on me

I lied once and then again

Can't help myself to defend

I see and hide other's mistake

Burried in me but wide awake

I don't know myself anymore

That build this reflection in the mirror

Eyes that are threatening me

Was mine alone to see

This menace is an invisible sight

But in me it was painted in Graffiti's light

Jennifer Garner

"Shaded Mirror"

Darkness breathes in me

Losing all my will to see

Why am i standing here?

Question that is never been clear

Just holding me still

Confusions for real

I know i'm not dreaming

Seeing my eyes wide open

I know i'm still screaming

Lying numb again

strayed in never existing place

Facing my own face...

Silent Grave

There's nothing to gasp in this dead air

And it's impossible for me to recover

I've been burried and reburried again

Trapped and locked up in vain

Though my blood had all dried up

Still listening to the whispers of a single gap

No one is listening

Nobody can hear me mumbling

Coz i can't hear my own

Screaming inside my bone

But i know that i'm not dead

I'm just lost in the Silent Grave inside my head...

Evey

"Self Imprisonment"

"Angelic Relief"

Spread your wings around me; Warm me from the cold reality; Cover my eyes from the things that threaten me; And open me up from the things that i suppose to see; Let me breathe in what you breathe out; Let me feel those feathers to cast away the doubt; Your innocent eyes revealed my mistake; Remembering the chance that i didn't take; Imprison me with your protective touch; From the poison that kills too much; Then set me free to begin with; And release the Anger that i once hid...

"Mark the hole"

I was confident of the right light; But the dark cloud climbed down and blocked my sight; I can’t see anything so I blame me; I end my trust and don’t believe in me; I got scared of another step in another mistake; Coz I’m still blaming myself and forsake; Criticism got worst inside my head; Where in the fall I thought I was already dead; So I open my eyes and carry my body; The fall gives me strength to come back to me; I plan to step again and stand tall; After I marked the hole where I fall; Composed by unnamedsoul

"Sailing in tears"

Your body may floats on the surface; An unconscious mind in different ways; You were drowning between your breath; Where you almost touch the face of death; But soon you will learn how to swim; And follow the flow how to win; Fight the weakness down below; By moving your feet slow; Coz in the dept of your fall; You will learn how to crawl; Continue sailing on the line of rise and fall; Where you can find yourself in your soul; composed by unnamedsoul

"Fooled"

I can't fool myself that im like this; I'm too weak of facing these tears; Whenever my reflection touches my eyes; All i wanna hear is just the lies; But i can't blocked this image for so long; Hiding the truth is just so wrong; Someday my mind will walk on the right path; Figure out what's there and what's not; I overprotected myself too much; But i end up paralized just to watch; I'm forced to look at the mirror; That i'm not gonna be fooled anymore; composed by unnamedsoul

"Paranoid"

I've been paranoid of embracing my naked self; Where all the rhythm is only for the deaf; Haunting every movements of my shadow; Counting the fears on the same window; Slipped on the edge of my nightmare; Trying to hide the denying despair; Closing the well upon my eyes; And the lie that i'm wishing to die; That washed away the thoughts and feelings; But it wave back to me crawling; I tried to get a grip but the thread was a line; That can be easily break when i erase what isn't mine; composed by unnamedsoul

The shadow of guilt

I never know what to do if all the lights are gone; Coz there's no chance to change the things that's been done; All the thoughts of pulling myself up is fading; All the ways to escape started closing; The undying fear was trigger in my memory; Hold me through my confusion that turns to a key; I left my last sight looking on the mirror; To remember the difference will be less or more; When darkness cover my sight; When there's no space for a light; I close my eyes and call "Gods" name; Coz i know life isn't just a game; I pray for a chance to hold them once more; To reveal the word i have never spoken before; The word without pride and shame beneath it; That won't change my image even a bit; To be ready to face this darkness alone; With no shadow enfolding my own; Coz my mind suddenly set free; The guilt when i say sorry.... Composed by unnamedsoul

Truth beneath the lies

My lies is swimming through my eyes; But the truth keeps on invading my lies; I let out the word with a smile; Then let a space pass for a while; Coz the truth will come from within; To haunt the truth i keep on hiding; Goes toward the lies lying on me; To look at me and hold me tightly; To confess my truth beneath my lies; and the space upon my eyes... composed by unnamedsoul

"Grip on the knob"

My silence was painted on my name

Made me different while everybody’s the same

Everyone turns to be a traitor

Seeking the weakness inside my closed door

The grip on the knob that I will never lose

But this weird me is what I decided to choose

Coz the monster that I didn’t expect to come

The one I’ve been fighting to destroy is what I’ve become…

Composed by unnamed soul

Coincident dice

Sometimes we need to be criticize to know what’s wrong

Sometimes we need to fall to be strong

Sometimes we need to fail to know our mistake

To see the difference between what’s real and what’s fake

Sometimes we need to be pushed to keep going

To prove they’re wrong you must keep on trying

Sometimes we need to get hurt

To learn how to wash the blinding dirt

Sometimes we need to face our fears and pay the price

Coz God isn’t playing with a coincident dice…

Composed by unnamed soul

LOCKED

I chained my tears where no one can see

Captured every fear that are struggling to be free

Trapped the strength of weakness to cover from sight

Where no one can seek with or without their lights

I locked all the dreadful feelings with a non-existing key

A key that just exist in my memory

I can’t let someone find a wound in my bone

That my hands are imprisoning my own

I can’t let go myself from this tight grip

That turned these sufferings to a stain to keep

But I don’t need to reveal my painful story

Coz I don’t need to see your tears for me…

Composed by unnamed soul

Why am I facing me?

I’ve been afraid of stepping my feet on a threat

Coz a thief keeps on stealing my only breath

Whispering the words that’s tormenting my mind

A phantom that stays always behind

Holding a chain towards my hands

That’s secretly tryin’ to blind me by this dirt of sand

Counting how many seconds that my blood will drip

Suck all my strength to lose my grip

But when I tried to fight with all I’ve got

All I’ve felt was a pain from a shot

A shot of facing this thief I’ve longing to see

But now why am I facing me…

Composed by unnamed soul

"Changed Reflection"

Tomorrow can’t help changing my reflection Stripped the phantom of the vast illusion Making me believe in a single stare To seek the image from was and where I can’t reach the rope that was holding me back The fear I have long enough is been stuck I’m starting to get burn while seeing myself in the present Spelling the words what things I can and I can’t My past image was turned into a puzzle A riddle that I can never tell No one can figure what I’ve and will become Even me can’t see the different lines on my palm I gaze at the mirror and someone just appear Somebody I am afraid of all these years…… Composed by unnamed soul