Tuesday, September 15, 2009

.....Flatline......

I'd rather choose the complicated way
Than walk on a perfect one
I'd rather want trouble to stay
Than spinning in circles and run
Rising and falling
One foot on the other side
Dying and praying
Speaking truth in every lie
I'd rather lose my rhythm and rhyme
Than living in a flatline
I wanna suffer and bleed
To heal and stitch myself up
Ignorant to all the demon seed
Is to be innocent in filling the gap
From scar to protection
I won't fall on same bad decision
Rising and falling
One foot on the other side
Dying and praying
Speaking truth in every lie
I'd rather lose my rhythm and rhyme
Than living in a flatline

Wednesday, August 12, 2009

"Exactly as planned"


I was meant to commit mistakes
To know the right from wrong
Weakness forced to wake
To fill the empty and make it strong
I was meant to see my tears
To drop and dry all the pain away
I was meant to scream from fears
To find some courage to stay
I was meant to be wounded and bleed
To stitch myself up wait to heal
Play what He forbid
To create the guilt you cannot kill
I was meant to face these everyday
To embrace everything and my own
We are all gonna run away
Because we are meant to go back home

Tuesday, September 02, 2008

Do you believe in God? say yes and i will pull the trigger

Cassie - Flyleaf FREE MP3 DOWNLOADS @ MP3-CODES.COM
Cassie Bernall
Rachel Scott
It was 1999 at columbine university when a group of racist (namely Eric Harris and Dylan Klebold) started shooting everyone on sight and killed 12 fellow students and one teacher. Cassie Bernall (17 years old) stood up and pray. But when someone was pointing the gun at her face and asked "Do you believe in GOD?" Cassie stood up and said "Yes". The guy shot her right at her face, then she lay on the ground lifeless.... And the guy pointed his gun to another girl, Rachel Scott, and she said "Yes". Cassie & Rachel were shot dead because of their Faith. But my question is if I'm gonna ask you right now with a gun "Do you believe in God?" Will you say yes? will you pull the trigger?.... Flyleaf composed this song "Cassie" based on the real life of Cassie Burnall, and Rachel Scott the girls willing to die for faith. When I first hear this song, it shot me, killed me and brought me back. I hope it'll wake you too, from your sleep. The victims killed Don't be shocked that people die.... be surprise you're still alive.... here's the lyrics of the song..

Friday, August 29, 2008

My Abyss

Empty room with crowded screams
No sounds but deafening dreams
Underwater with dried floors
No walls but closed doors
Darkness..blinding color
Line that fills more
I dig deep inside my abyss
Lost tears but found seas
Broken riddle and faded letters
Eyes with incomplete answers
Count my endless sorrow...
Feel and you'll know...

Friday, November 16, 2007

"Frozen Fire"

Caught between my fears
Shattered me through different ways
Unable to see yet panic to hear
The sound with a trembling face
Million blades forced me to scream
Those aged secrets of pain drifted in blood
Then engrave the soul to redeem
Visible breath covered with mud
Carved beneath my flesh and spell devotion
But still i can't feel anything
Cried in my never-ending confession
Lost a part of me beneath everything
Limited light passing through my eyes
And still darkness is trapped in a borderline
Open the door and found where the beat lies
The anger and smile continuously intertwine
Burned wings inside my own fire
Felt cold in my frozen tears
Death in my own tire
Fire is meant to ash but it froze with a cristal clear...

Saturday, October 06, 2007

After the last rain drop

Dripping on your face
taken tears in the same ways
wash the cold fire inside you
a single second can heal you
the sick & tired with ungrateful mind
will lose his all but rewind
until they feel the last drop
when all valued things will stop
You'll see the sky in different lights
Open your shadow and lift up your eyes
See the covenant that was broken from sins
Spell those words isn't exactly what they mean...

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

"Monster in you"

Sometimes we are driven by our hate
And changes are already too late
Coz your half face is hiding in shadow
Where conscience is trapped down below
Losing your eyes to see the truth
Not knowing someone is coming through
Creature that collects your scattered rage
Then set free what you've locked in your cage
The undriven hands are voluntary moving
Searching for vengeance when enemies lying
You've lost your battle though you've won
The unsaid has already been done
The Aftertime will slap to wake beneath you
For you to figure out that the monster is in you....

Monday, March 12, 2007

'Afraid of my own eyes'

Mirror tells me what things i wanna see
Revealing the dirt stained on me
I lied once and then again
Can't help myself to defend
I see and hide other's mistake
Burried in me but wide awake
I don't know myself anymore
That build this reflection in the mirror
Eyes that are threatening me
Was mine alone to see
This menace is an invisible sight
But in me it was painted in Graffiti's light

Monday, February 26, 2007

"Shaded Mirror"

Darkness breathes in me
Losing all my will to see
Why am i standing here?
Question that is never been clear
Just holding me still
Confusions for real
I know i'm not dreaming
Seeing my eyes wide open
I know i'm still screaming
Lying numb again
strayed in never existing place
Facing my own face...

Friday, February 23, 2007

Silent Grave

There's nothing to gasp in this dead air
And it's impossible for me to recover
I've been burried and reburried again
Trapped and locked up in vain
Though my blood had all dried up
Still listening to the whispers of a single gap
No one is listening
Nobody can hear me mumbling
Coz i can't hear my own
Screaming inside my bone
But i know that i'm not dead
I'm just lost in the Silent Grave inside my head...

Monday, January 15, 2007

"Angelic Relief"

Spread your wings around me; Warm me from the cold reality; Cover my eyes from the things that threaten me; And open me up from the things that i suppose to see; Let me breathe in what you breathe out; Let me feel those feathers to cast away the doubt; Your innocent eyes revealed my mistake; Remembering the chance that i didn't take; Imprison me with your protective touch; From the poison that kills too much; Then set me free to begin with; And release the Anger that i once hid...

Monday, November 20, 2006

"Mark the hole"

I was confident of the right light; But the dark cloud climbed down and blocked my sight; I can’t see anything so I blame me; I end my trust and don’t believe in me; I got scared of another step in another mistake; Coz I’m still blaming myself and forsake; Criticism got worst inside my head; Where in the fall I thought I was already dead; So I open my eyes and carry my body; The fall gives me strength to come back to me; I plan to step again and stand tall; After I marked the hole where I fall; Composed by unnamedsoul

Monday, November 13, 2006

"Sailing in tears"

Your body may floats on the surface; An unconscious mind in different ways; You were drowning between your breath; Where you almost touch the face of death; But soon you will learn how to swim; And follow the flow how to win; Fight the weakness down below; By moving your feet slow; Coz in the dept of your fall; You will learn how to crawl; Continue sailing on the line of rise and fall; Where you can find yourself in your soul; composed by unnamedsoul

"Fooled"

I can't fool myself that im like this; I'm too weak of facing these tears; Whenever my reflection touches my eyes; All i wanna hear is just the lies; But i can't blocked this image for so long; Hiding the truth is just so wrong; Someday my mind will walk on the right path; Figure out what's there and what's not; I overprotected myself too much; But i end up paralized just to watch; I'm forced to look at the mirror; That i'm not gonna be fooled anymore; composed by unnamedsoul

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

"Paranoid"

I've been paranoid of embracing my naked self; Where all the rhythm is only for the deaf; Haunting every movements of my shadow; Counting the fears on the same window; Slipped on the edge of my nightmare; Trying to hide the denying despair; Closing the well upon my eyes; And the lie that i'm wishing to die; That washed away the thoughts and feelings; But it wave back to me crawling; I tried to get a grip but the thread was a line; That can be easily break when i erase what isn't mine; composed by unnamedsoul

The shadow of guilt

I never know what to do if all the lights are gone; Coz there's no chance to change the things that's been done; All the thoughts of pulling myself up is fading; All the ways to escape started closing; The undying fear was trigger in my memory; Hold me through my confusion that turns to a key; I left my last sight looking on the mirror; To remember the difference will be less or more; When darkness cover my sight; When there's no space for a light; I close my eyes and call "Gods" name; Coz i know life isn't just a game; I pray for a chance to hold them once more; To reveal the word i have never spoken before; The word without pride and shame beneath it; That won't change my image even a bit; To be ready to face this darkness alone; With no shadow enfolding my own; Coz my mind suddenly set free; The guilt when i say sorry.... Composed by unnamedsoul

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